Sunday I spent part of the day at Antelope Island, Utah. I was fortunate. The buffalo were roaming and light was great.
I needed the time away and the Island seemed the perfect escape. I have been there many times and photographed much of it, but this trip was a little different. I was looking for something special.
I was not sure what I was looking for, but just needed to find something unique and different with this trip. More importantly I needed to find a place of rebirth as a photographer. This trip provided that.
One of the things that I have discovered about doing a project 365 is that one can lose themselves in the product. The process can be easily left behind for the sake of getting the shot. For me this project has become an issue of time or lack there of.
The photography that I produced on Sunday far out weighs the photography that I do daily for the project. In a way this very discouraging. Some times I wonder if I’m really proud of the work I am doing with the 365. Most times the answer is “no”.
Time is a huge factor. When I originally set out to do the project I put time limits on how long I would shoot. 30 minutes a day is what I said, but to be perfectly honest one needs to shoot for as long as it takes to get the job done right.
Another thing is the fact that 30 minutes of photography a day actually translates to two or three hours in post process, posting, and communicating. Even if I were to shoot photography for five minutes a day it would still translate to this time frame for completion.
Part of me wants to say that it will all work out in the end. Yet an even larger portion says, “It’s time to call it quits with this project.” There is the rub.
I am no quitter. I have never in good conscience quit something that I have set out to do. I have been delayed in completing, frustrated in trying, and lost on what to do at times, but rarely do I quit out right.
However, I am going to make an exception in this case. At this point the project is not benefiting me very much. Yes, it forces me to shoot daily and post to my blog consistently.
I am not sure that these can help me justify the failure that I have been experiencing related to photography. This was supposed to be about honing skills and improving abilities as I recall. Now, I see clearly that these very important aspects of photography cannot be accomplished by forcing the shot for the sake of a daily post.
It is important in photography that a story be told and that the importance of the shot be communicated. I have had some of those in doing this project. Those have been few and far between however.
When I reentered the world of photography I wanted my photographs to have meaning. Meaning for the viewer. Meaning for the subject (where applicable). Meaning for me.
I do not feel that a project 365 can fully convey meaning in and of itself. Some have used it to do what I attempted, improve their abilities. At the other end of the spectrum are those who do it simply to say they have done it. Either way, their efforts are to be acknowledged.
Accomplishing a project 365 is something that is worthy of notation for those who do it. The “stick-to-it-ivness” required is the ultimate by way of challenge and they deserve a pat on the back for that. Those who have used them to improve their abilities are also worthy of an “atta-boy or girl”.
After Sunday’s experience at Antelope Island I am more determined than ever to continue with my ventures in photography. I found that lost shot I was looking for. I found that uniqueness in sense of place that photographers seek sometimes in reestablishing their vision for the future.
Unfortunately, the 30 Post 365 Project must go as a result. I now a statistic and I am actually alright with that. The goals I set for this year included this project, but other goals related to grander projects have prevailed. I cannot do it all if I want to accomplish at least one of my goals this year.
I have learned a valuable lesson in all of this and I hope I have communicated that lesson well to you the reader. If you are doing a project 365 do not let my experience sway you in anyway. Your goals are different than mine and our tasks related to photography vary. Keep doing what you are doing to make your photography better.
With this last post in the 30 Post 365 Project I bring just a few more photographs from my trip to Antelope Island. I do so with piece of advice. Produce, yes, but never forget process. You cannot have one without the other.




